Sometimes I just want to shake my mom and ask her what the hell is wrong with her.

When my dad is being an asshole, which he is quite often, I usually want to blow. It makes me so mad and I just want to call him out for being so pretentious and arrogant, but my mom just takes it. She lets him talk down to her and treat her like dirt. I just want to ask her what she’s doing? How can she let him talk to her like that. There’s no way in HELL I will ever let anyone talk to me like that. I’m not like her. I would put them in their place. She doesn’t deserve that shit from him, from someone else? maybe. but not from him. She can be a real bitch sometimes but that doesn’t mean she’s worthless. 

usually I’m all “I can do anything” but it’s not quite working out like that for me at the moment.

ugh. i just want to be thin, but it’s never going to happen.

i try, and i try, and i try. but i always end up gaining it back + more.

she is perfect.

I really need a boy friend.

A boy friend. Not a boyfriend. Obviously I have friends who are guys but I haven’t had a best friend that was a guy in a while. I used to have tons! like last year and the year before that but they all have girlfriends and we’ve drifted apart now or they’ve moved on from me. But I need a friend to go to the movies with or to go out to eat with just for fun. So I can actually SEE movies. (I never can because my best friends both have boyfriends and it seems like whenever I make plans to see a movie with them they see it with their boyfriend before) & I am sick SO sick of having boyfriend talk. I’m sorry that you don’t like your boyfriend, or your boyfriend’s clingy, or you think he’s cheating on you. If you feel that way BREAK UP WITH HIM! It’s really that simple. “It’s not that easy” you say. Umm actually it is! Just go up to him and say “Hey I don’t think we’re good together” or “I don’t think this is working out. It’s really not that difficult. But even then I’m just tired of girl talk in general. I love my guy friends in school but I really need something out of school too. I can’t even go anywhere or talk to my best guy friend anymore because all he talks about is his girlfriend… Ugh I’m just sick of the couples talk and it pisses me off that out of 7 of my really close friends ALL of them have boyfriends. & At a lunch table of 9 today I was the only single one… Ugh I just want to do things with a friend without having them a) cancel at the last minute to do something with their boyfriend b) tell me they already did the same thing with their boyfriend the night before c) talk about their boyfriend the whole time or d) bring their boyfriend along.