So much is wrong with me I don’t know where to begin.

4th time being drunk in the past 7 days

Uhh Ohhh my friens are gonna be pissde <3 

Next time we get drunk together they’re gonna be expecting half a bottle of rasberry half a bottle of strawberry and half a bottle p[ear vodlka butttt they’re gonna cvome to only half a bottle of peasr. Oh well idc about those bitches i deser ved the other two half bottles more than them. hahaha. catch ya on the flip side! hshs thats what like 5 year olds say. peace tho. 

You’ve got to be fucking kidding me.

You are both shit friends. Yet you’re my best friends. We were supposed to have agood fucking night but you guys ditched me again. Not for someone cooler or something better to do but you ditched me just to sit at home and watch fucking tv. LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO. Part of me is really sad… and the other party is so incredibly angry I just want to go and find new friends. Idk I’m done with this shit. seriously. done.

The only person I can count on is my fucking self.

This is why I don’t expect anything from anyone. I made a mistake in expecting things from my best friends. They aren’t reliable. 

I confuse the hell out of myself. One second I’ll feel like I’m on top of the world, and then the next I’ll feel like I’m falling.